Rotten mind…

I feel as if I am dead and gone



I know not what to do,


I groan in pain, I yell for help


I’m left bereft of reason or clue…


Time is rushing past me


Leaving its shadows behind


It’ll now reveal my thoughts to the world


It’ll show the world my soul, my mind…


What wrong will they do to others,


I’m afraid, ‘because if my thoughts revealed


Once they spread, fatal they prove


Please return them to me, let them be concealed…


I don’t want to show others


My ugly and blithering thoughts,


As they’re deadly, they’re dark


And my mind is a bin wherein thoughts rot…

The Day I’ll Die

The day I’ll die



Will do good to many


As they regretted my existence


They’ll now be free of burdens,


Burdens of hate and contempt


And that day, I’ll feel great….


The day I’ll die


Will bring happiness to some


Though they won’t show


But it has been a long time that I know


Some always wanted me dead….


The day I’ll die


Will though bring sadness to some


To those who were my close


The ones I survived for


And I promise I will, even after death….


The day I’ll die


Won’t be a different one


As I am none great to be remembered


I know I’ll be lost


Like an old man’s dream


And at last, I would be dead….


The day I’ll die


Will bring peace to me


And my journey will come to a pause


Time will wash away


The traces of my existence


But some a day, some a time,


People will surely realize


That I am no more in this world


And they’ll realize the difference….

THE BITTER TRUTH

In the darkness of my life

Where I stood alone,

Was I dead or alive

None bothered to know.

When I was weathered and de-shined

None offered me a row,

To cross the seas of gloom

To reach the port of glow

This world lives in a disguise,

You need to know

They’re all dead evils

With a muscular heart-to show…

Spirits caught in statues of errors,

They stand on the plinths of sins

The live for self and vile for others

They kill- whether foes or kins...

They fulfill their temptations

They enjoy others’ woes

They’re iniquitous, though they don’t show

But now, I avow

This world lives in a disguise,

All need to know,

They’re all dead evils

With a muscular heart to show...

Pains of Heart

With every blink of my eye,

With every heartbeat

With every breath,

With every move,

There's only one thing I do,

To cry and remember you....

Whether be day, or be night,

I shed tears, I bear the plight,

Thinking of the happy times,

We spent together

I cry and remember you..............

My heart pains and yells,

Asks me a thousand times,

Why? Why? Why?

You left me behind,

isolated and broken hearted,

Only one thing I do,

To ponder and cry,

And to remember you......

Humanity Endangered

It will be impossible

For us you see,

To live in this world

without comfortabelity

god created us to live in peace

But we are against the openion of his

He hides from man that angels know

All we do, now and so........

The feel................

Somewhere with the sound of winds.............

I can feel your presence......................

I think of u night and day................

Of your lust and sence.......................

With you my life seems

A beautiful dream..........................

With you my life is a

Calm crystal stream..........

Come baby hold my hand

Lets enjoy this eclatic feel

Just u and me together

To delight this zeal......................

Upsurge of the Trundled

My journey began the day I was born,
For every challenge, I was sworn,
Fearless, tameless and unparalled,
I grew up as the one- unrivalled..

My shadows gave my enemies fright,
My fotstreps made them tremole,
though they could never ever sight,
My fears made them ramble...

People stood on tip toes to take a glance at me,
My glory spread like wings' whee,
Still fearless, tameless and unparalleled,
I grew more, as the one- unrivalled..

Some though, jealous of me, so
Seeds of conspiracy did sow,
To obstruct the flow,
Of my growing glorious glow....

It didn't click to me,
What do they heed,
How could i yearn on
My closest one's greed?

And atlast, it did work
Their treacherous plot,
and I was reduced to nothing
But an insipid blot...

Ah! An ugly sooth!
I lost my unparalleledness...
For a handful of people,
And to their fake friendliness....

I rummaged through and through
Who was and am I?
Struggling to find the matter true
My efforts ending a sad sigh...

Then one day, a miracle happened
An impulse of life did flick
And I knew the one's who had dampened
My sprits with my own steel...

Each nerve of mine did ablaze
To take revenge and on spec,
I've begun my journey once again
And with a new birth I warn,
I declare with commotion, as I've sworn
to commit myself back
from what they made me,
To regain my unparalleledness
And to become unrivalled
Once again.....