Rotten mind…

I feel as if I am dead and gone



I know not what to do,


I groan in pain, I yell for help


I’m left bereft of reason or clue…


Time is rushing past me


Leaving its shadows behind


It’ll now reveal my thoughts to the world


It’ll show the world my soul, my mind…


What wrong will they do to others,


I’m afraid, ‘because if my thoughts revealed


Once they spread, fatal they prove


Please return them to me, let them be concealed…


I don’t want to show others


My ugly and blithering thoughts,


As they’re deadly, they’re dark


And my mind is a bin wherein thoughts rot…

The Day I’ll Die

The day I’ll die



Will do good to many


As they regretted my existence


They’ll now be free of burdens,


Burdens of hate and contempt


And that day, I’ll feel great….


The day I’ll die


Will bring happiness to some


Though they won’t show


But it has been a long time that I know


Some always wanted me dead….


The day I’ll die


Will though bring sadness to some


To those who were my close


The ones I survived for


And I promise I will, even after death….


The day I’ll die


Won’t be a different one


As I am none great to be remembered


I know I’ll be lost


Like an old man’s dream


And at last, I would be dead….


The day I’ll die


Will bring peace to me


And my journey will come to a pause


Time will wash away


The traces of my existence


But some a day, some a time,


People will surely realize


That I am no more in this world


And they’ll realize the difference….