GRAVE WORDS

Leave me alone, I need none


Let me enjoy my pain


It’s not that I am decrepit


But I’m wounded inside


By words that stabbed me hard…


Words that once made me cry,


Words that caused me pain


Words which were swords


Words which cut deep into me


Words that were once my fear cause…


But now, they do not affect me,


For now, they’re a part of my life


As blood gushes through my veins,


They run along, following into every corner…


Pain is the soul of my life


And wounded is my heart


There’s no cure that exists for them


And still, there are no visible scars…


They do hurt, but they are the other me,


They’re ugly, but still beautiful


As they’re the hop I cling to


They’re the only alive instinct in me


And they’re ultimately the hinges of my life…



ENVENOMOUS..

I remember the time

When there was laughter

I remember it well

When there was happiness

But something happened,

None knows what;

But a certain imbroglio

Blew us apart and now

I’ve realized that it’s over….

Though I know it well,

You didn’t mean to do so,

But if this is what

The present requires,

I’ll forgive you, for the sake of present

If I could only survive this situation…

Though the trauma I’m going through

Is killing me, suffocating me,

It’s like poison, it’s restraining my breath

But still, I will face it for you

As I know well, you didn’t mean to do so

And I believe that in future,

Everything will be alright

Whether I be in this world, or die…